failed

we failed.
being in one of those 10 teams.
and i just have to keep telling myself.
its the process thats matters.
the experience and exposure.
cause afterall.
the objective is not to win. but to
learn. :)
this marks a memorable 'first attempt'.
andd. did i mention?
i love our costume and all. HEH.
thou its kinda last min.
but it turn out to be notbad( i think )



im like so caught in the middle.
im always more than willing to help.
but im now in such a difficult position.
one side pressurizing me and all.
the everyday nags, asking, demanding and all.
grrfgh.
and dad is nagging about it once again.
( its like near midnight already? )
i want my peaceful days!
to understand:
i dont wish to be such an ass.
but i have to.



im sick.
really sick.
ytd is already bad enough. today is worst.
like finding difficulty to breathe.
caught down with flu, cough and all.
it just feels like shit.
i cant miss anymore lesson alrd.
but. im really damn sick i can harly move my ass of that bed! :(
-godblessME



i know people act in a different way
when they are with diff cliques of people.
( its natural i guess )
but mine is like, far too extreme!
from someone whom always have her feeling
written all over the face.
till now.
being forced to put on a smile and all.
grrfgh!
like how i always try not to offend.
but people just give me shit.
YES. shit!
sucky attitudes and all.
they thought that you NEED to help them
with this and that.
you just HAVE TO.
fuck. get it?
i can bloody hell dont give a damn.
you can just do everything on YOUR own.
i dont owe you a living you know.
i got far better things to do.
mineyou. i just hate having people telling me
'' thats your business ''
thanks! really-
YOUSUCK



i seiously need them right now:
col
zilin
yiqin
szegee
meiyan

likenowwww!
im just so sick of this superficial world.