labour day

well. labour day?
heh. like what seymin say.
labours ( those working ) din get a off on this day.
but students have hols instead. :D

mum is sick today.
and its again my job to be home looking aft her.
so dad took over her job and cooked dinner instead.
seriously. i think its disgusting weird.
rice not in solid state but errr..
soggy?
so ended up. we called for pizza.
( dad's treat of cause )
and WAOH. the pizzaman who came was HERMAN
ahaha.
we always met in the most amazing ways.
like last year countdown event.
while i was going back from lunch with my dancemate.
before the whole preformance starts.
and waiting for the traffic light.
so happen he dove by with his pizzabike.
on his way to deliver pizza.
hah.
what a coincidence.



bahh.
its until today
that i started to list out.
the many stuffs i've been neglecting recently.
realising that,

i have been :
missing out my bestie 18th birthday,
because i've got dance prac,
missing out his 21st birthday,
because i have got a dance performance.
missing out 8364 times going out with col.
because our schedule dont fit and i always got dance prac
whenever she is available.
.
.
and the list goes on.



i just wanna say,
im sorry if i wasnt there at times.
it doesnt mean i dont care.
i just care THAT MUCH. (:
really.




just so happen that.
its always you i've been dreaming these nights
things just got so sweet in there.
that i starts to tear whenever my
alarm clock goes.

note that; i wont beg or scream for you to be back;
i'll just be here. if you ever need me.



manythought running within me.
but i dont really know how to express them.
i know i cant please everybody.
i know i cant always have a win in both sides.
i must compromise one.
and i hate to. :x
-grumps



miss hate him