reflection

i'm proud of myself. CLAPS.
i really am.
at least i know its a major change abt me.


please understand.
no one will always be remembered.
always be up on the head of others.
this u cant deny.
so.
blame urself fer not listening
and not, not being informed.
this is wat i tell myself.
there would nv be a fren who will always spoonfeed uuu.
coming to it. its once again all about being independent. =x
u lead ur OWN life.


OKAY.
enough of my act-like DA DAO LI alrd.
life recently..
is like ALWAYS gossiping.
hearing some here and there.
and den u'll be flooded with many news.
and u just feel so bloated.
cos u hear but u cant say nor share. =x
sometimes u will find out tt.
this DUNNOWHO seems pretty alright to uu ehhs
but how come he/she has got so many negative gossips revolving ard.
den u will start to wonder.
'' how come things turn out this way? . he/she aint tt bad ehhs ..''



i believe no one can deny the fact tt.
gossips DO causes some influences.
is only to wat extent larrrhs.
i know we shouldnt just listen some here and there, and trust.
but judge when u get to know him/her better.
but ayys. i'm tryingg. =x


# quote a phrase from joanna
" i just wanna dance peacefully why cant they just grant me ''
-sad- isnt it.




singing: dido - thankyou



p.s
wtf with some people out there.
the moment they see u in a bad mood.
they conclude its PMS. (fer suree)
cant some ppl just chose to be angry fer
a reason. but rather not blow the matter up.
cant he/she even have the right to show some
blackface. damn youu.
you freakin just get out of my wayyy.
if u think i'm PMS-ing so be it.

the fact is. wont u find it tiring.

one is afraid about being too loud it might attract attention and also gossips starts coming in. and they lose their usual self. one is afraid he/she might have no company in class. so no matter how pissed or how terrible things were he/she fake out a smile. one is afraid that people will find him/her a nuisance so he/she started to isolate themselves resulting in a lower esteem.

just bcos we're living in this practical society. in order to adapt. we gradually fail to recognise the one in the mirror staring back at us.

-sighs.

but who have a choice. bcos thats the rule of the survivor game.