dun ask me.
i dunno.
i dunno how to react.
i dunno who and where to rant.

actually sometimes i wonder.
why do i need a blog.
its supposed to be a dairy.
but i cant seems to rant it all out here.
its just a like personal notice board.
posting my own announcement. things i wanna tell others.
and also my schedules and stuffs.
sigh*
wats the point.


aniwae.
theres something i'm seriously lack of.
feelin kinda incomplete.
i need it urgently. but i cant seems to find it.
it went away. leftin me struggling in the dark.
PLEASE. somebody help me.


today.
just today.
i've seen some true colours.

( deleted the bottom part of the entry . i'll better do. hais )
online DAIRY? shit it.
i tried very hard to hide my fear.
but whenever i see u in the face.
i tremble beneath that .
and feel extremely guilty upon tt frenly wave.
sometimes i ask myself.
as much as i do.
have i really gotten over youuu.
and mostly the only answer i've got.
is the wetness lyin within my eyes.
-how i hope we're still as close as b4.
-but perhaps a diff status? now? frens.