feeling light.

yay. finally spilled everything out.
i'm glad i did.
cause i know she'll understands.
but cant help thinkin.
selfish isnt it.
i feel lighter now. emptying all the thoughts
and doubts but noww.
she has to be all stressed up worrying about this and that.
and getting stuck.
hais.
( pinch myself hard )


life this week was always like
'' tomorrow still got what test?! (irritated tone) ''

YES. indeed many many tests.
retest, open book test, quiz everything also got.
all cramped in the very last week.
and.. today..
DORIS TANNNN!
that assaholic freak.
she such a IRRITATING lecturere i should say.
know wat..
shes bias to the extend whereby,
favourite student : careless mistake
( nvm la correct. as long as u know how to do only count wrong )
FAIL
( find marks to add here and there. add until can bcome 50 plus 60 marks )
test upon 36 marks,
( nvm la i mark u upon 40. shh dun tell anyone about it )
r i d i c u l o u s !!!


fuck it.
tell me!! convince me!!!!!!!!
she's not worth to be thrown stones at.


and today,
feng and me happily skipped her lesson.
but got caught.
hais. she uber mad.
but aiya who cares.
i bet while markin our paper,
she's so gonna flip thru ours many many times.
spot watever mistake she could.
deduct till we failed.
to hell with it.


i wanna lodge a complaint!!!!!
DORIS TAN SHOULD BE FIRED!
and i've bloody shot her a thousand times,
in my dream =)))
she always die a terrible death.
hah.


seems like. wat i wanted seems distant
whereas wat i always wanted to avoid keep drawing near.
sighs*
i hate people who,
saw my missed call and dun return call!!!!
grrrr.



as i whisper to the mirrored me.
''dont think too much my girl. keep going and u'll be fine.''