drained

drained out. completely.
ask her the number of hours she has
she'll tell you. we have the same.
ask her the number of task she has
she'll tell you there are plenty.
saying she doesnt need many more hours a day.
she just need least fren, perhaps a lessen of stress.


dontmindbeingthereattimes.
reallydont.
attheendoftheday.
itgoesdowntowhethertheyppreaciates.
whethertheycouldlearntobemoreindependentisanother.
'whoever'mightnotbealwaysthere24/7.
youjusthavetostandonyourownfeets
andbestrong.


gonna mention this once and for all up here
dont blame others for hating you.
blame yourself for not being sensitive enough
blame yourself for tryin to be sensitive but failed.
blame yourself for not reflecting enough
blame yourself for reflecting BUT on stupid issues.
blame yourself for being too obviously fake.
you get me?


red note.
dont get me involved in things i shouldnt even have been
you DONT NEED my understanding.
you DONT NEED my trust.
dont come and bloody irritates and convinces me
how good u'll be.
i DONT wanna know.


people came asking.
why your blog always seems so #$%^&@
( you-know-wat )
but the point is.
why must i act and writes as if im happy and contented
and everything when im not.
to me, ( you dont have to agree, that means)
blog is somewhere i rant. ( although i'll hide a lil )
somewhere i empty my thoughts ( thou not everything )
SO WHY SHOULD I CARE ABOUT HOW YOU FEEL
AFTER READING MY BLOGGGGGGGGG!
grrfgh.
navigate if u feel uncomfortable about it.
( although i need readers too ) =x