xinxin

i know i shouldnt have clicked on the link to yuxin's blog
i know i shouldnt! well, YES fuckit i still did anyway
and now im all alone in the office emo-ing.

it just saddens me whenever i come to think that
tmr you'll be leaving & we wont get to see you for
one and a half years! (or even longer)
no matter what please take care of yourself yes ?
more ugly dances when you're back! (:
i promise i'll wave ever so enthu-ly (like how i did ytd) at the airport
one and a half years ltr (:

your absence will be like the erupted soil after a meteor hits the ground,
impossible to be filled the same way again.
we'll miss you! ♥


to YOU:

i cant seems to clearly express how happy i am now aft the talk.
thou the prob still seems to be uhmm.. there? idk
but at least i no longer feel the distance, the superficiality.
just genuine smiles & friendship (:
it made all the emotional struggles & guilt stricken days worthwhile.
and salsa soon hun!
(sings) she's a maneater make you buy cars make you cut cords make you fall, fall in love
i know you get what i mean! (((:


i want a new haircut so badly but i know i'll just end up looking the same
or maybe just a lil shorter ):
i need courage !
so what if i chopped off a whole lot of my hair & i look liek some freakso
okay fine. its not a 'so what'. its a hella big matter.
shall see.