terrible

you got it all wrong !
i just wasnt quite myself that day.
and..
you know things between me and him
is getting a lil out of hand.
i thought you knew it all along
i thought at least i dont have to face it alone.
i thought you're like such a sweet friend.
i thought you noticed how i've always been thinking
bout that sms all night.
i thought..
i thought..
and i thought i really hate what you thought!
( if you get what i mean )





maybe i should have just locked myself at home!
and keep a distance from everybody!
wrap myself up like a mummy
or maybe i'd just KILL MYSELF.