hate the feeling growing inside me

phew.. finally a day without dance.
heh. its not like i hate it. duh.
but my muscles are tearing up apart alrd.
this whole week is like a continuous dance-week
for me.
thankgod there is fathers' day! :))))
but yayy finally a shopping spree
for soooooo long-
the spree was cool.
bugis midnight sales.
wheee. grabbed and snatched.
many many sales going on.
like:
the great milo sales? ( im serious )
and the freebies we've got!
candy floss!
actually i wanted the popcorn too :(((
but.. NO. WE AINT GREEDY PEOPLE!
( like real ) regrets-
im so goddamn broke now!
arrrgh! i want more money. gimme!



lifes in a mess recently.
got it once.
and now the second.
how would i even notice the diff
if for the previous i dont even know the reason.
idontknow.
maybe its just ME.
cos all i see is the 'you' s.




theres times when i prayed badly he'll
be there. but he nv did.
suchanass! :((((



col.
i miss you real badly!