wo yao kuai le

i felt pretty guilty.
really.
i din mean to have things turn out this wayy
i din know how to make u feel better.
i din know how to put it in words.
whenever i tried to tell you about it.
words just got stuck in the troat.
ayiess.
i just hope u understand that,
things aint always what u think it is.
maybe i should try and..
( slit my troat )


complication.
emo complication.
like one minute u're fine.
another u're so not.
likeee.. what the shit am i talking here.
hah. SEE! complicated.


errhmmms.
aniwae. i think its time to think of a solution.
how to stop me from always being LATE.
seems like my forte.
but now that i need to be a MORE responsible kid.
i need a LOUDER alarm clock!
maybe those that rings every five mins ones.
as i've got the tendency to just deactivate the alarm
and then back to sleep.
heh.
maybee..
i also need a more durable ones.
( have the habit of kicking it off the bed =x )
maybe a alarm clock who plays
' toma ' will be perfect. =))))


and yays.
i got to see my sweeties todayyyy.
JEN. SHIR
that two lame pokes.
hah. koalaHUGS -
i cant wait till fridayyyy!!!! =))))


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