pillow talks

i love pillow talks.
i love overnights with my girlfriends.
i love suppers.
i love crazy phototaking sessions.

seems like zillion of years
since we last bunk over at someones place tog.
gossiping. heart-to-heart talks.
( how loving ) HEH
3 snuggling in one bed.
giggling at dunno-what.
LOVE!


so suddenly.
how i hope im living in a world of either all the GOOD or the BAD.
how cool living among all the bad.
without conscienceness.
you wont have to struggle between emotions.
when everybody is equally bad.
maybe one wont even have a taste of sorrow.

when u lose someone u love.
u might not even feel devastated.
when u're betrayed by someone so dear
u're be filled with hatred instead of feeling hurt
living in a world without tears.
everybody in a whole. not shattered.
nomore hypocrites.
everybody so real. real mean.
nomore guessing games.
how..
how i wishhhh..


maybe im just too sick of seeing some friendly faces
it just got me have goosebumbs all over.