PINCHHHH-

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blinded-
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i think it has been some time alrddd
just that i've not been toldd
but think abt it laaa
why must he tell me.. -laughhh-
feeling rather 'complicated' when i get to know abt it
# relinquished _ .
i'm oways behaving like diss..
although i know its impossible, ii still feel kinda down
when i get to know his actually nt tat 'someone' . . .
spending most of the time at home recently
( cept fer the few hours spared to acc my parents here and there laaa )
and somehow i feel so glued to my sofa laaaa..
`munching tidbits and ice-creammmmm..
`lookin thru recipe tryin to learn how to bake a pizza
but in the enddd.. better not take risk!!
my mum still wants her ovennn badlyy-
`burying myself in candies and dazin ardd in the hse.. lalalaaa
and most of the time so stuck to the endless entertaining tv progg..
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wOooahhhh*
beginning to love idling ardd at homeee -
my mum and dad must be freakin shock laaaa
their precious baby LOVES HOME =))))
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-SMIACKS*
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:: i cant deny but i'm confuse \\
i rather hide at home den to face realityy
s o r r y
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HUGGGGG : i love 'zhi wo cui mian' mtvyyy -
awwwwwwwww` LOVEEEEyy ("v")
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its gonna be halloween soooonnnnnn -
partyyyyy!!! *yippess*
i'm counting downnnnnn!!
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to disown dejectionns.. i learn to be numb`
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i dun haf to be unique to all
but at least let me know i'm special to euuu
please?