-` urghhhhhh..-.

problems keep surfacing..
i dun mean to get eu involve in it..
but seems tat its impossible..

if eu say u regret offering us the job
den i shall say i somehow feel the same..
not just b'cos of the pay issue..
but osO tat this is the first time
i ever feel tat eu are so far away from me..
simply beyond my reach..

dunno why but i started to feel that
last time we hardly had such 'discomfort'
towards each other..
but till 'he' came by..
things changes.. if eu do realise..
maybe i'm being paranoid..
maybe the bond between us
was just sO vulnerable..

i swore.. its the first time i somehow
have the instinct that the bond we built up
fer the past 4 yrs.. might just crumble
if this incident persist..

[[ which ish something i hate to withness ]]