- trou-bled -

have been days since i last update moi blog lerrr..

`22.april
- lack of the courage to sms him..
-even as a fren.. a simple greeting..
-when the time struck 12..
-i knew everything ish over lerrr..
- between uss.. [[ o v e r lerr ]]

`23.april
-disastrous beginning of e day..
-knowing her fer yrs lerrr..
-should roughly know her 'pattern' de larr..
-din expect much frm her oso de..
-but overall still quite disappointed..

+ givin mi a chance to realise tat..
+we are realli impossible..
[[ ..was guilty.. ]]
-but was sure i din make the wrong choice-

`24.april
- a v o i d
- l i e d
- v an i s h

+ all i wanna say ishh..
____' s o r r y ' ..
- dui wo men er yan dou bi jiao hao ba..
- yi shi de tong.huan lai yi shen de xin fu..
[[ zhu fu ni ]]

`25.april
- 'shuo qing chu ler.'
- 'ni neng ming bai jiu hao.'
- 'yuan ni bu yao zai zhi zuo ler..'

[[ rejected NP's offer.. ]]
- papa rammed mi like hell -

+ a damn fcuking dayy..
+ dis ish wat i get in return..
+..fine~


*x[[xin, suddenly miss ya so much..
____sista!! ai ni~


`26.april
-chose to go NP lerrr..
-peeps dere told mi tat it will be a wiser choice
-papa is osO against the idea of i goin TP..
-dis consist of moi future..

[[ wei lai yin gai zhang wo zai zi ji shou zhong ]]

- frenship shouldnt be a hurdle to moi future-

+[[ -- as fer now..
i realli dunno how to break the news to lin..
.. h a i x .. [[fan nao]]