t.p [and] r.p ?!

ytd nite went over to bear hse ler...
lin called.. saying tat she gt the enrollment package
from tp de ler..
she den ask if i had recieve it too..
but sad to say.. i didnt.. haix~

upon worrying would all my appeal fail..
- r.p called lerr..-
sayin tat i hab been posted to their business application..
but goin to r.p ish not wat i realli wanted..

hmm.. but on the other hand...
oso felt a lil relief.. at least..
i've gt a back-up poly to go to..
in case other appeals were all denied..

went back home late tat nite..
as usual papa waited fer mi downstairss ler..
den faster urge him go open the letter box again..
yeahhh.. out of expectation..
i osO gt the t.p enrolment thinggy..
still gt into the same course wid lin...
but... but...
t.p was at bedok leiiii... haix...
trouble.. troubles.. and more troublesss...

getting to n.p was my desired aim..
but it seems a lil impossible now lerrr...


- d i l e m m a -

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why do i keep having a feelin tat she ish invading
into my life my privacy and basically my everything..
frens tat ish MINE..she now treat it as HERss...
hate dis kinda feelin..

- i r r i t a t e d -

jux becos she wanna prove to others
tat she have got lotsa frens...
pls larrrx.. ya social circles ish areadi
much bigger than mine lerrrr lorx..
leave mine alone can anot..

frens of mine have consecutively been asking mi..
"why ish she adding mi ar?
i dun even know her leiiiii..."

- how in the world will i know man?!! -
if dis would make eu feel popular
den u continue baaa..
eu can might as well add ALL my fren
to bcum ursss...

- i dun gib a damnnx ler -

p.s so wat if u hab lotsa contactss..
when some u dun even know hu they are...
*wwwwake up larrrrrrrr... *


*// i believe..u will be self-conscious
_____and ask mi bout it de.. *